everyday, i turn on the tv to keep me company. recently, i want a cat mostly because i want someone to listen to me all of the time. maybe i'm just a freak in need of human interaction, but i really don't want conversation, well it's more like i want some one-sided conversation. i certainly cant talk to my family members about things that i feel i want to get off my chest because i feel that would burden my family members. i;m probably going insane at this point. i hate staying at home by myself, yet i can't stand the ruckus and nervous tension of all the people that i share a living space with. somehow, if they were all cats, i think this would work out for the best.