yeah, yeah I know - hiatus for drawing challenge (no time, no tablet) just to needed to explode in anger right now. I don't think this happens to me very often, but I am shaking with fury - my shoulders are starting to hurt from being so tense, I just want to scream and grab someone by the throat. out of nowhere, I can't stop my hands from trembling, I don't know where this rage came from but I just feel extremely violent and in need of teaching someone a lesson that involves me shoving my foot so far down their throat, they will be shitting my shoe. what the fuck is going on. I was fine earlier today (barely 20 minutes ago), but now I don't want anyone to talk to me, look at me, or touch anything. I want to throw something or someone. Fucking hell, I might accidentally throttle my friends when I see them soon because I don't want to fucking see anyone right now. AND IT'S NOT THE FUCKING STRESS. SO DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT THE STRESS. I JUST TRIED TO...