I keep turning on my laptop, visiting the same sites, waiting for something. I don't know what it is that I am expecting, but it feels as if my time needs to be passed, or I might lose myself to lethargy and decay. My eyelids grow a little heavier and my spirit dims a little, but when I go to sleep I fall into dreamless slumber. I remember last year, I wanted to fall asleep everynight and not have to wake up. Man, this year, I don't even know if I can make it to bed before I shut my eyelids. What to do when tiredness becomes so deeply engrained?