Disgusting and satisfying. And sad.
Had to lob off almost half an inch of fingernails off each finger after one of them broke (WEAK LINK). It is probably for the better since I was starting to have difficulty typing and texting. BUT THEY WERE SO BEAUTIFUL. WHEN WILL THEY EVER LOOK LIKE THAT AGAIN.
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| Mr. Charlie. So agreeable. |
Dancedancedance party last night. Looks like my mother was right and I need to go on a deflating period. Damnit, I'm so squishy during the winter though.
Not a huge believer of New Year Resolutions. Sure you can have them. And, hey, if that's what works for you, then more power for you. But I don't think that a new calendar year is the only opportunity for a person to make drastic changes in themselves. That can happen whenever you decide to change, so long as the conviction is there.
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| Don't even need a filter. Thanks Blackberry & terrible lighting. |
If I really had to make a resolution for 2013, it would probably be to make myself happy. Not that I have been unhappy for all of 2012. I just think that if anything needs to be changed about myself, I should start there. Although, I think most of my own opinions have really led up to this. (Last school year - Roomie can attest to this - my motto was "If you're hungry, eat. If you're thirsty, drink. If you're tired, sleep"). 2012 started off too helter-skelter for me, and that loose grip rocketed out of my hand like a rapidly deflating balloon. Then there was a period of miserable, sitting-alone-drowning-in-poisonous-thoughts period that stole my ability to properly interact with people and myself (interspersed with sudden bouts of loneliness and despairing crying). This year, I feel like I've started off alone, and I must shoulder it solidly to not repeat last year. But who knows? I could drop everything to get a M.R.S. degree, get engaged, and put a bun in the oven.
Yeah, I don't think so either.
Obligatory new year post. Over and out.


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